Fed up!!

Do you have a favorite dish? a dish you love so much that you can eat it all day for 365 days in the year? what if you had one wish to indeed have that favorite dish every day for a year? There will come a time when you have eaten until you can't have anymore. The site of that dish will disgust you and you will want to have something else eventually.
The favorite dish analogy is a little off but i had to start with something lol. When you've loved someone, no matter what they do or no matter what happens to your relationship, you still find it in you somehow to care about them enough to maintain some kind of a friendship. I found myself in this predicament as i tried to maintain a friendship with someone who quite frankly can do without it. I have come to a point where i am EXHAUSTED!!!! I cannot do it anymore.You give and give and give some more and it's all in vain because this person doesn't have the ability to appreciate it. Your efforts are taken for granted. You are not considered important enough to be made a priority. No matter what happens in life, you make time for important things like your job or your education because you just gotta!! what happens to making time for people/things that actually matter and who actually give a shit about you?? Oh wait, maybe it's because they don't matter to you! Some people just can't swallow their selfishness for one second and be humble enough to put someone else's needs before theirs!!! my gosh. Maybe i should take some blame for caring too much and thinking that i'm the exception and it IS possible to have some sort of friendship with someone you used to love. NOPE!!! because you find yourself being frustrated and ANNOYED for even giving this person the time of day!!! the minutes/seconds you COULD've been doing something productive, you used it to think about their SORRY ass!! Friendship is a two-way highway where BOTH people put in the effort to maintain the shit and prevent it from collapsing. When it's just one person giving 100%, there's no way it will ever work. Ever. Therefore, the highway collapses! Some things are better left in the PAST where they fuckin belong. I might sound like i'm angry, but i am just TIRED of having to deal with certain people! I have come to the conclusion that this SHIT will no longer happen in 2010. I need to STOP thinking that people will change their selfish ways and accept them for what they are: assholes. I am done venting. SMFH! ugh.